there is not a single picture of us.
we photographically do not exist.
this means, as far as anyone is concerned us even knowing each other is heresay.
heresay is a legal word, with a legal definition
but its not in our dictionary.
its like us.
it might not exist.
I do this thing quite often. Where I get a really big crush on someone I don’t know, I mean like, someone I see a lot, but have never actually met before or said more than a few words to In this digital age; its easy to get caught up in someone online; Especially when you know the 3 degrees that connect you to them.
Sigh.
I’m really quite lonely. As if you could never tell. I never understood the expression “this may come out of left field”
Is it a baseball term I don’t understand?
Either way, this may come outta left field, but I still think about you all the time.
You’re more fake on your Facebook and with your current boyfriend then I ever remember you being ever.
Fuck off, I know you better than you wanted me to.
The only thing more fake then you is the smile in all your pictures.
I wanna bite your lip ‘til it bleeds.
Sigh.
i remember smelling you on my sweatshirt,
and tasting your skin underneath my finger nails.
that sounded more riveting in my head,
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I wrote you something. But i dont like it or care about it anymore.
Body.
I’m tired of sleeping alone. I might stay up forever. Onetimeistayedupfor4days. Then i got laid and fell right asleep.
I miss missing you. I use to live through your letters. It’s important to feel important.
I ruin everything always.
I could guide this boat with my sighs.
I learned from watching porn and 90’s sitcoms.
people never take me serious.
that’s because I try to be taken seriously.
rats.
I rewrote our story.
I did not like our ending.
olive brand, smolive smanch.
The only thing i burn more then bridges,
is candles.
at both ends.
whiskey and water.
or straight from the bottle.
I can’t drink like I used to.
but I’m getting used to it.
